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Everything I Want
03:04
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My house is vacant
And oh my hands are shaking
There is a light on
If only I can make it
Up to the first step
In my head to let go
I feel so naked
I know that I can make it
Someday I'm gonna get everything I want
Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god
And I swear that I'm gonna get everything I want
Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god
Someday I'm gonna get everything I want
Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god
And I swear that I'm gonna get everything I want
Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god
I am deeper than my defects and I'm darker than you know
But there's a sliver letting sunlight in that lets my goodwill grow
Kill my secrets with your light and tell me you're the same
And for the first time in my life
I'm certain I'm okay
Someday I'm gonna get everything I want
Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god
And I swear that I'm gonna get everything I want
Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god
Someday I'm gonna get everything I want
Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god
And I swear that I'm gonna get everything I want
Nothing feels like I want it and so I turn to god
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2. |
My Own Drum
03:38
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There's so many things th-things I wanna tell ya
All the ways I've changed since we have been together
B-b-b-b-bang b-bangin on my own drum
B-b-b-b-bang b-bangin on my own drum
There's so many things th-things I wanna tell ya
All the ways I've changed since we have been together
B-b-b-b-bang b-bangin on my own drum
B-b-b-b-bang b-bangin on my own drum
I don't wanna talk right now
I don't wanna I don't wanna talk right now right now
I don't wanna talk right now
I don't wanna talk right now right now
I don't wanna talk right now
I don't wanna I don't wanna talk right now right now
I don't wanna talk right now
I don't wanna talk right now right now
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3. |
First Love
02:57
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I think I was grown up a real long time ago but
I feel like it's high school when you hit my phone up
I just don't get nervous but baby when we first kissed
My world started changing and now I'm back to eighteen
If you pass me notes in class I will send them back
I will kiss you in the hallways always
You make me nervous and baby when we first kissed
My world started changing and now I'm back to eighteen
It feels like my first love
Like my heart isn't stitched together
And I feel dumb enough
To think that this could last forever
It feels like my first love
Like my heart isn't stitched together
And I feel dumb enough
To think that this could last forever
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4. |
Love's Not Gonna Wait
03:19
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You would let me slip away
You just wanna have control
Nobody makes no mistakes
I could be your perfect girl
And I'm not gonna close this door
But it's not gonna stay ajar
And someday you will be a before
And someday this will feel so far
Cause love's not gonna wait
love's not gonna wait
love's not gonna wait
love's not gonna wait
love's not gonna wait
love's not gonna wait
love's not gonna wait
Til you're not afraid
Every night I go to sleep
You reach out and pull me close
But it's just my fantasy
Every time it's fading more
And I'm not gonna close this door
But it's not gonna stay ajar
And someday you will be a before
And someday this will feel so far
Cause love's not gonna wait
love's not gonna wait
love's not gonna wait
love's not gonna wait
love's not gonna wait
love's not gonna wait
love's not gonna wait
Til you're not afraid
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5. |
Not My Fault
04:11
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And I'm just a human
When I fall
And I swear it's not my fault
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6. |
Cold Water
06:01
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My love doesn't love me back
And oh my heart is turning black
But that's okay
I am drowning in cold water
Nobody knows me like you do
No one fucks me up like you do
Cold cold water
Cold cold water
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7. |
Simultaneous
04:04
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Eyes open I can do better
There's something inside of my head
That wants to be bad
That wants to be bad
And I could just let her
I could just let her
Eyes open I can do better
Theres something inside of my head
That wants to be good
That wants to be good
But I have to work
So I don't forget her
If you wanna know me
You're gonna learn I'm two people simultaneously
There the one that builds a real good life for me
Stability and the one that sets it on fire for me
If you wanna know me
You're gonna learn I'm two people simultaneously
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8. |
Neighborhood
03:28
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I wanna show you
What's in my heart
But when I told you
I fell apart
And I don't know you
Like I should
But I could take you
To my neighborhood
And I could show you
Where I grew up
And tell you secrets
About why I'm messed up
And if you let me
I probably would
Take you back
To my neighborhood
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9. |
Friends
05:58
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You don't love me at all
You just wait by the door
You don't love me at all
You say bye then you go
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Trust
03:55
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When I tell you I love you I mean it
When you do what you tell me I see it
And I guess I was scared to believe it
Cause it means that I'm never gon' leave it
But it's all about trust
It's all about trust
It's all about trust
So I'll open up
You can see me now
I'm not shutting down
I'll tell you the truth
I'm your open book
You can see me now
I will let it out
I know this is love
I will give you trust
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11. |
Space
03:10
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Cause every time you leave I feel alone
It just isn't the same when you're on the phone
And I want to ask you to come home
But I was afraid to need you
Cause my heart's in two spots at once
And I can't keep making these jumps
Cause I just shut down
Cause I don't feel safe
When you're not around
I don't need my space
I'm not afraid to need you now
Please don't go away
I know that you won't let me down
And I don't care about being alone
And I'll make space for you to come home
I don't need my space
I'm not afraid to need you now
I know we're better off together than apart
I'm tired of holding on to distance in my heart
And it's so safe to keep you away
But I like danger in my life
So let's be brave and say okay
We'll sleep together every night
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It feels like I'm falling in love again
I got my heart broken again
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Running away will fix all of my problems
And I'll never come back
And I'll never look back
And I'll never think about anyone I left behind
Running away will fix all of my problems
And I'll never look back at the life that I left behind
If you wanna come with me I'll be in your city anyways
It's my favorite place to run away
Cause I never got over you
So I just find excuses to stay here
I still end up in the places I go
There's no escaping the things that I know
I still end up in the places I run
There's no escape from the things that I've done
If you gave me a little more time
I'd run away and make you mine
And if you gave me a little more time
I wouldn't have to leave you behind
Give me more time give me more
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14. |
Pull My Weight
03:05
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I've got skinny arms and
I've got skinny legs and
I can't pull my own weight and
I can't pull my own weight
I've got skinny wrists I
Cut them with a blade so
I don't think about shit and
I just watch the drips of blood
Do I get to count it when I go
All the love I had inside my life
And if it's really there why don't I know
Cause I just feel alone most of the time
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15. |
Feel Better
03:27
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The world wants me dead
So I'm gonna live
For now
They say it's revenge
To be like this
And do well
I tried to fit in a box
Sometimes I'm pretty and soft
Sometimes I change and I'm not
I'm not consistent at all
I tried to keep it inside
I don't feel good when I lie
Now I look different and I
I feel better
I feel better
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16. |
Deathwish
04:21
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Baby your kiss is a deathwish
Every touch leaves me breathless
Lying inside of your endless
Every touch is a deathwish
Baby your kiss is deceiving
I think I'm safe but you're leaving
Lying inside of your endless
Every touch is a deathwish
And I want you to stay
When I float in your space
Baby don't go away
Oh your kiss is a deathwish
And I want you to be
Somewhere sacred to me
Baby don't go and leave
Oh your kiss is a deathwish
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17. |
Wake Up
03:00
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I don't sleep through the night
Little dreams little fights
You can take the soft way
And I like four a.m.
I can talk to my friends
Shadows in the hallway
Yeah and I feel alone
Baby I always know
That I chose the hard way
And I like four a.m.
I can talk to my friends
Shadows in the hallway
Wake up
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18. |
It's Gonna Be Great
03:16
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Did you get out of bed today
Did you know that the world is waiting for you to say
Okay
I'm still here
So let's play
Let's play
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be great
And it's gonna be just blue skies ahead
There's a cloud for every time I wished I wasn't here
But they're gonna clear up in time I swear
Hold tight it gets better if you let it
And it's gonna be just blue skies above
There's a light for everyone I lost that I love
If I let em shine then they're not really gone
Hold tight it gets better if you let it
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be great
And it gets better if I let it
And it gets better if I let it like
Every day I wake up so afraid
But I'll be strong and I am gonna say
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be great
And it's gonna be just blue skies ahead
There's a cloud for every time I wished I wasn't here
But they're gonna clear up in time I swear
Hold tight it gets better if you let it
And it's gonna be just blue skies above
There's a light for everyone I lost that I love
If I let em shine then they're not really gone
Hold tight it gets better if you let it
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